When I was around 13, my mom’s cousin came to visit – from way far away; he and his family live in an industrial town in Slovakia. It was just him that came to visit, and he spent a week with us. I recall he arrived on Saturday morning, and we spent the weekend taking him around town, hitting a bunch of tourist sites. The beauty of Vancouver made a big impact on him; it was all very different from his typical surroundings.
On Monday morning, we all had breakfast together, and then it was time to go… my sister and I to school, my parents to work. They offered to take him downtown or drop him somewhere to look around, but no… he just wanted to chill at home. No worries. When we all left, he was sitting outside, on the deck, overlooking the backyard… with a cup of coffee and a cigarette in his hand.
Fast forward about 10 hours… I got home before anyone, and there he was, still sitting on the deck… the cup of coffee had transformed into a beer, and the ashtray was now overflowing with cigarette butts.
“Have you been sitting here all day?”
“Absolutely.”
OK… whatever melts your butter, I guess… but at the time, I do remember thinking how insanely boring that must have been. I thought about everything I’d done that day (a lot) and compared it with what he’d done (nothing).
The next day, it was the same thing… a full-on 10-hour chill. A few cups of coffee, a few beers, a pack of smokes… and call it a day. And that was pretty much it for the rest of the week. Every single day, all he did was sit outside and stare into the garden.
The world’s most boring man, I thought, at the time.
I told him, at one point,
“I really can’t understand how you can just sit here all day.”
“One day, you will.”
Over the years, every time I think about it, I have a more profound appreciation for it. This guy flew 8,000km to disconnect from his day-to-day reality, and he did it right. Back home, he was a hard worker with tons of responsibility and stress. And here, well before the era of perpetual connectedness, he’d found his oasis and he milked it for all it was worth.
These days, it’s an inward-facing question I ask myself… when I find myself spending time on something I’d rather not: Would I rather be here, or sitting on a deck, staring off into a garden or ocean or space or whatever…
You don’t need me to tell you that we’re living in a crazy world… and that it’s probably going to get a fair bit crazier before it gets better… which means, more than ever, scheduling those “deck moments” ahead of time. Scheduling an entire week of them is a lofty goal we can only aspire towards, but every little bit helps. As the weather gets worse and the days get shorter and the stresses mount and the case-counts and hospitalizations and ICU admission numbers all rise… find your deck – and visit it as often as you can.
I “found my deck” years ago… 30 years on my deck in White Rock… and now, more than four years on an even better deck here on Vancouver Island. Not one single day has gone by, Horatio, that I have not made a point to appreciate these “deck moments”. Thanks for yet another of your wonderful posts. Peace. 😉
Love, love, looooooove my deck moments. I’m thinking – rain or shine, storm or calm, I’ll be out there. At least once a day.
I’ve been practicing my “deck moments” since retiring. Didn’t know I was practicing for 2020 all that time. Glad I did, it’s paying off now!
Breath deep and exhale ✌️
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So True…
AMEN ????
I actually giggled aloud at this ????
“It takes a long time to learn how to do nothing.”
We plan your day around watching sunset. It never gets old.
Love this???? Thank you!!!
+1 for deck moments
Damn straight.
Love this ♥️
My terrace moments are more the contemplation moments, I sit down contemplating the park, the sky, the horizon …. having coffee or a drink at nights ……love this time doing nothing.
View from my buddies deck across from science world. I love it so much I keep getting it painted.
For those of us “old” enough to remember the pre-cellphone world it really is amazing when we can manage to disconnect these days and do nothing. Well, except maybe watch a stakes race from Monmouth Park in NJ on Saturday at 11:29am. Good luck Horatio Kemeny on your “Birthday Week”????
Yep
Great story, beautiful message!
Absolutely. Finding nourishment and peace where possible is healing. And those of us fortunate to have safe sanctuary need to find a balance between self care – and doing what we can so that every person, at least in our own country (if not beyond) can benefit from some oasis too.
Savouring a vista in relative stillness is something that starts to happen more as we go through life… Lots of peeps are commenting on it the past few years. And now, it’s an accelerated appreciation of whatever is in front of us. Counting our blessings.
I love this thought. Yom Kippur is around the corner. I think this is a perfect reflection for what that day is all about.
Meditation and time out disconnecting SO Nourishing for the Soul. Many used to do that in places of worship!
Powerful timely story. You are an excellent writer. Thank you for all that you do here to keep us informed, enlightened and even entertained.